[Saki takes a sip, or ten, from that good ol' christian wine, and then—]

... Although I wouldn't call what we had "love," I still yearn for my ex-lover. [She tucks her hair behind her ear, sighing wistfully.] The woman he knew is gone. I was forced to fake my disappearance and abandon my previous identity, he can't recognize me as I am now, so of course... it's foolish to even think about it, so why, your honor...?

[A beat. And she knocks back the rest of her drink to avoid contemplating anything of what she just said.]